If you are that desperate, you should just kys. You may as well have went and asked a rock for friends, or the dirt beneath your feet. This is an exercise in futility. Communicating this message to the world will not really make you feel better, nor could it ever lead to friends. If you don’t care about wasting 10 seconds of your life now, especially considering it life only gets worse as you age and wither, why not avoid unnecessary suffering and waste all of it in one fell swoop?
>>259662 # I wasnt asking anyone to be my friend I was just broadcasting, communicating the message to the world doesn't make me feel better but it makes me feel something I dont kms because I dont wan't to die even if life is unpleasant, some kind of experience even if its painful is better than the absence of existence I think
>>259743 # The very act of posting here... really posting anything at all : gore, scat, a cup of dirt, an old meme.... confirms that you wish you had friends. Every post here has "I wish I had friends" written in the subtext. Is there anything else you wanted to say?
>>259910 # To be quite frank, for me, its internally consistent and ethically sound. I'll put it like this. By not replying to OP's comment, I would have been ignoring OP's existance -- in my experience, calling out to the void and hearing nothing but echoes is almost dehumanizing. By acknowledging OP's existance, the value of OP's time, the value of avoided sufferering, the value of maintaining dignity and self agency under undignified and seem That at the very least, you have the right to die with dignity and identity.
(got disconnected) the value of maintaining dignity and self-agency under undignified and immutable circumstances. Much like those suffering from dementia should have a right to assisted suicide. I wish I could say something different -- but I think it would be more unethical to say nothing, or give false hope.
I act according to the golden rule -- I wish people cared about my suffering, my personhood, and my dignity. Of course, they generally don't, and to the degree anyone does, it's a matter of a token gesture of pity. While I suggested an outrageous and self destructive course of action, it was a belief that this a way to meet fate with dignity and choice, as opposed to waiting idly for it. I care about OP's suffering, and I wish there was something I could do to relieve him/her of it. But there isn't. I used to have a slight messiah complex as a way of coping with my inner demons, but this was just more folly. Ultimately, my over-eager attempts to reach out to people who seemed vulnerable made me a pariah, as I tried too hard and some other stuff I don't want to get into right now, because it makes me angry at the people I want to help, angry at them for judging It was at this point I realized the futility of attempting to help other NEETs and sad creatures over the internet.
You know what.... I'm sorry OP. Im just in the same position as you, but I struggle to maintain a good attitude about stuff. Don't kys. For all the anons who might be listening, suicide is virtually never the right choice. In any case, I don't think I would commit suicide before age 45 or so, as it is far too early to say what the future holds. Anyhow, I wish you the best of luck in finding friends, although I'm not sure I can really help you, or otherwise be your friend in any meaningful way.